1.22 Ashes of love
How dare you look into my eyes like that again.
Do you not think I do not remember the pain?
You and you alone are responsible.
I cannot utter your name without choking anymore,
The scars are not visible, but they run deep within me,
Just seeing you around, seeing you smile, is torture to me inside.
I recall a time I used to lust for your touch,
Now I am repulsed by your mere presence,
Do you honestly think that I will forget?
I gave to you my devoted trust,
But you, you used me and discarded me like an unwanted toy,
I hope you are satisfied with yourself and the damage you have done.
Only now time will tell,
Will things get back together? Will this hurt heal?
I feel low and abused, you were my first... and my last?
How can I ever trust another as I trusted you?
See this hurt? It is all down to you.
Or maybe, maybe it was me and mine own foolishness.
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Jamie Scott Watkinson-Harvey
Do you not think I do not remember the pain?
You and you alone are responsible.
I cannot utter your name without choking anymore,
The scars are not visible, but they run deep within me,
Just seeing you around, seeing you smile, is torture to me inside.
I recall a time I used to lust for your touch,
Now I am repulsed by your mere presence,
Do you honestly think that I will forget?
I gave to you my devoted trust,
But you, you used me and discarded me like an unwanted toy,
I hope you are satisfied with yourself and the damage you have done.
Only now time will tell,
Will things get back together? Will this hurt heal?
I feel low and abused, you were my first... and my last?
How can I ever trust another as I trusted you?
See this hurt? It is all down to you.
Or maybe, maybe it was me and mine own foolishness.
***
Jamie Scott Watkinson-Harvey