1.38 Broken heart
My heart has been broken a thousand times before,
Will it really hurt to be broken once more?
I only ever did but love you with all of my heart,
Trusting into you all of my faith and hope.
The love that I gave to you was pure and untainted,
Exposing to you my weaknesses and ultimately my heart.
You took your fateful dagger and plunged it deep into me,
Piercing through my heart, striking deep into my soul.
Leaving me naked, feeling lonesome, used and worthless,
Resulting in effects that will last a lifetime.
Never have I felt so cold and alone as I do tonight,
Dreams shattered, hopes mercilessly torn to shreds.
The pain and hurt that I feel is intolerable to the worst degree,
Never can I possibly understand why you have chosen to do this.
All that I have ever longed for and endlessly wanted,
Denied to me in a chillingly swift instant.
I loved you with all of my heart, more than anyone ever before,
Even now I still love you with all of what remains of it.
I have never felt this pain on such a magnitude ever before,
Intolerable, soul destroying, consuming me from within,
I promised you I would bear all of your burdens and fight alongside you,
Even though you have scarred me, I cannot bear to leave you right now.
I made my pledge and it is time for me to see it through,
Why I still try, I do not know, maybe it is for the love I feel for you.
You were and still are the most precious gem in my life,
Giving up on you so easily is not a route I am prepared to take.
I will fight with every last ounce of strength to keep you in my life,
Through tears, toil and pain, fighting rampantly through the torrential rain.
My heart has been broken a thousand times before,
Will it really hurt to be broken once more?
Yes... it kills me.
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Jamie Scott Watkinson-Harvey
Will it really hurt to be broken once more?
I only ever did but love you with all of my heart,
Trusting into you all of my faith and hope.
The love that I gave to you was pure and untainted,
Exposing to you my weaknesses and ultimately my heart.
You took your fateful dagger and plunged it deep into me,
Piercing through my heart, striking deep into my soul.
Leaving me naked, feeling lonesome, used and worthless,
Resulting in effects that will last a lifetime.
Never have I felt so cold and alone as I do tonight,
Dreams shattered, hopes mercilessly torn to shreds.
The pain and hurt that I feel is intolerable to the worst degree,
Never can I possibly understand why you have chosen to do this.
All that I have ever longed for and endlessly wanted,
Denied to me in a chillingly swift instant.
I loved you with all of my heart, more than anyone ever before,
Even now I still love you with all of what remains of it.
I have never felt this pain on such a magnitude ever before,
Intolerable, soul destroying, consuming me from within,
I promised you I would bear all of your burdens and fight alongside you,
Even though you have scarred me, I cannot bear to leave you right now.
I made my pledge and it is time for me to see it through,
Why I still try, I do not know, maybe it is for the love I feel for you.
You were and still are the most precious gem in my life,
Giving up on you so easily is not a route I am prepared to take.
I will fight with every last ounce of strength to keep you in my life,
Through tears, toil and pain, fighting rampantly through the torrential rain.
My heart has been broken a thousand times before,
Will it really hurt to be broken once more?
Yes... it kills me.
***
Jamie Scott Watkinson-Harvey